Oh What Fun It Is

     So I know it's been a  few days peeps, and not a whole lot going on.  Yesterday at work my mail system failed me and I couldn't send or open my mail, very frustrating, especially when you are emailing fomrs to people on a regular basis. Well in regards to this, I spent the entire morning with my thumb up my butt waiting for my computer ti be fixed.  I don't like not doing anything, the time goes by so slow.  Luckily we were slow so it wasn't too bad.
     Picked hubs up at the car dealership last night and I almost forgot to do that, and went home instead. Good think he reminded me before I left. Oh I would have been in TROUBLE!! LOL
     I did read something interesting today, that they had found an old ship buried under the rubble of the World Trade Center in NYC. They dated it back to the revolutionary times. Who knows what may be buried there, maybe the movie National Treasure was more spot on than we were made to believe. Cue freaky music...hahahahaha
    Oh just keep going back and forth as I get calls but you don't even know. I'm going to say ciao now as I have been boring. I see my trainer tonight, that Amazon!! :-D   Until next we meet.  Ciao For Now

It Loves Me Too Much

     I'm talking about my fat. I try and try to get it to leave, but it stays with me. Lol I mean, we have been together for so many years. Keeping me warm in the winter, cushions my fall, and oh yes, helps a great deal on hard wooden benches. So really I can't blame it for wanting to hang around me, hell, I'm adorable! Lol it's time though, so Ms. Fat, please go away. I'm not saying I want you all to go, just some of you. I've waved bye-bye to some of you, and now some more of you must scoot. Oh and on your journey out of me, please, a few of you feel free to climb upwards to my boobs. LMAO
     Lazy Sunday, did all the food prep already, chicken has been marinating since last night. I bought 4lbs for tonight and to freeze dinners for a few weeks. I also made burgers, and turkey sausage. I find it's easier to cook & freeze every other weekend or so. This way we eat real food, instead of drive thru crap.
     Headed to NY in about 3 weeks, I was chatting with my friend and we are discussing going to Hershey PA and go to the spa for a long weekend. I am looking forward to it. I mean it won't be until the Spring, but will be fun.
     Okay peeps that's it for a Sunday morn, ciao for now, be back later.

Wired Weird Wired

     I am driving to work this morning and while I was turning into the parking lot, I heard this whoosh sound. It kind of reminded me like a leaf blower and all of a sudden my car had this light smoke in it. It didn't smell electrical or burning smell. Kind of powdery looking as well. The dashboard light did not come on, no check engine light, or tire issues. So I quickly pull into a spot and got out really fast, you know, in case the car was going to explode or something! I  walked around the car to see if I see anything. Nothing!! Tires all fine, nothing under my car. I have no friggin clue what it may have been. I have nothing in my trunk except jumper cables, and cloths. Backseat is empty. I'm hoping the car is fine when I leave today. I may go out at lunchtime to check also. Wow, when I said I wanted something more exciting today to blog about, THIS is not what I was hoping for. Strange thing is, I had just been thinking that I have 4100 miles on her and soon I will be bringing her in for her first oil change. LMAO  It's my trips to NY that add them on so fast, last trip I drove almost 900 miles round trip. I am going back in about 3 weeks, so Tink (that's my car's name lol) needs to be in top shape. 
     So I'm here at work, using Google chrome, since I have trouble with explorer and this site. We are steady busy, but damn I get up and yep it's ADVIL time. LMAO
    Well I will let you all know what happens tonight. It's almost 1PM and that means lunch. I go my cool Big Bang Theory metal lunchbox. Retro style but uber cool  :-D  Got a lot of likes on Facebook, more than I thought I'd get :-D 
So ciao for now. Until later 
OKAY I AM BACK:
    It seems that the little fire extinguisher I keep in the car, popped and well, that powdery mist, yep, all over the back of the hatch. IM AN ASSHOLE!! I have kept it in my Mustang for 8 years, and nothing. But yes, I know pressure under heat = BOOM. I'm lucky it stayed in the plastic container in the hatch. Although there is a big hole in the container now. Yes I'm embarrassed.  At least I now know my car is okay. Well peeps, just wanted to give you guys the latest on the car. So until tomorrow - ciao for now 

I got nothing lol

     I am just chillin with hubs, not doing much. Got home about a hour ago. Not going into it, well a bit, but I said I wouldn't mention it. So I fibbed a bit, lol. But hey it's the only thing interesting today, work was busy but the same as always. So here goes.
     She's a friggin' amazon! I barely got on the treadmill, but she had me doing these exercises that worked my legs and I used the big work out ball to do ab exercises. I felt those suckers I tell ya. Left feeling tired but accomplished. I have a saying on my desk at work that says, Life Begins Outside Your Comfort Zone. I think I took a few steps tonight in that direction. I can say the word of the day tomorrow will be ADVIL!! lmao
     So tomorrow I promise no more talk of weight or trainers. Hopefully something interesting happens tomorrow . BWAHAHA.  So until then ciao for now.

Really Now?

      I am not a high executive, I was a supervisor, but now I am one of the masses. I have been many things but personally I feel the higher level you are the more you should have ingested into the workings of your company and how things work. Today at work a very high VP called in to do do a benefits change. He spoke to a co-worker and ended up hanging up as he did not want to do what was needed of him. Then he called back and got me, this time he had his admin with him, she was going to help him by doing this. She was very nice, he went to take a call, her and I chatted and found that her computer was running the wrong version go the operating system needed. I offered to send manual forms and she agreed. He gets back on the phone and says no, no. No manual forms. Then tells his admin to get my boss's boss on the phone to help. Says goodbye then disconnects. Sorry but even you, Mr. VP must follow the rules of the company. You will not get around this and will find this out. Sorry but all you up high folks, made these rules we all follow.
      As a CSR this is not new to me. I hear complaints, and rumblings on a daily basis. We just got a new vacation policy, we found out 2 days before a general email was sent out. 2 days to wrap our heads around it. Were we happy? no, but it is what it is. So of course the calls come in. Yelling and cursing about this. Hey! We didn't make this change, we are employed by the same company. We may feel exactly as you do, but we have to keep a steady tone, and not be rude. It's the job, I've done it long enough to not really let it bother me on most days. But when higher ups complain, I want to ask them, why are you yelling at me? You guys make the rules. We get some of the lowest pay in the company, yet we have to know policy, and be able to help you with every issue, from benefits to education reimbursements. Taxes to time recordings. ALL of it. Not just one area, as most people who call only need to concern themselves with.  It's a lot to remember, and heaven forbid, they ask something we don't support.(which is a few things only) You would think we killed a puppy from the reactions. I will admit, there are customer service reps that don't care, I've encountered them myself. I've also called a few out for it. But I always try to remember it's not their fault, they were just next in queue to get my call. So if you do speak to a decent customer service rep, please let them know, we really appreciate knowing we helped you. Well I do at least. That's what the job is, I like knowing I helped someone figure out a problem. I admit, I surprise myself sometimes at being able to make sense of something I'm not always familiar with. The awesome employees on the phone make up for the rude nasty ones, thankfully so. So you on the phones help us too. Lol
      Well my rant is over and know I must give huge hugs and kudos to my hubby. I know I wasn't mentioning my weight (as posted in last blog) but the trainer I'm going to is starting me on a 2 day cleanse. Basically no food for two days, a supplement drink 2x a day. I can do it, starting Saturday, so if I get a headache I can nap, lol, but hubby asked if I would bring home the little blender I bought. Asking why, he replied, that he was going to have green smoothies only for the weekend. Since I wasn't going to be eating, he didn't want to eat in front of me. He wants to be supportive. I got weepy, how sweet is that?
      Time to close my eyes and try to sleep. It's after midnight. So I will say ciao for now 😊

I'm Human And I'm A Little Scared

Of what you ask. Of the fact that next week I start a new regime. I am starting with a trainer. 3x a week. OMG me, round chick, who has gone through ranges of clothes that at my highest was almost a fucking 30! I am now teetering between a 24/26. I also have a dress I enjoy in a 22. Good dress so made better. I am going to be so hurting, I know this. But I tired of small steps, I need her to ride my ass. Work with me. I need to remind myself, I am worth knowing, I am an awesome person, who can over push. Hope I'm forgiven for that and the years of caring get remembered, the way I really am. I'm a frantic fun funky lady. I am also not speaking of this again. I'm just going day by day, going my way. You know what I look like, you will see my results or lack of. But no more mention of this. Haven't even mentioned it on the beloved book of Face. My deal, MINE! Once a month I will let you know what's up. So end of August, you'll get an update.
      Now I will be back tomorrow, just so fracking busy at work today. I'm heading to bed early.  Tea first. Ciao for now.

Not tonight dear, I have a headache

Getting ready for a fab weekend. Buying some clothes, seeing some friends, seeing Da! The winds of change are starting to blow. Things will be happening.
 
Right now, I am a bit scared of the future, work wise. Feeling a bit sleepy, a bit happy, and a bit cross.  Am looking at luggage for my trip. What to get? What brand, what type? Ack!!

Not in a blogging mood, chill mood. Gonna bounce, ciao for now. Xx

Not Really A Blog

More of a statement.  I realized this morning that I never actually said thank you to my co worker yesterday: (prior to this we had spoken a few weeks back that she was going to be laid off)  it went like this -
Co- worker - "girl, you are looking finer every day. You really can see your efforts, you're whittling away
Me: " awe , I'm working on it, ( we get interrupted as someone gets on elevator )
We get to our floor
Co-worker - "Bye, enjoy the day
Me: "You too, have a good one
Hands wave, we go separate ways.   Day crazy busy. Today I look for her to say thank you because her comment the day before was so nice to hear. She doesn't see me every day, so she actually could see a difference. So I went to the other side of the office and went to her cubicle and it was empty. Asked another worker, where was she. Seems yesterday was her last day. I knew she would be laid off just thought it was the end of the month.  I feel really bad. Why the fuck didn't I say thank you right away?! I need to look her up on Facebook at least to message my thanks and let her know that her words meant something to me.
      I know it seems that every day people speak just to hear their own voices, as a customer service rep I can fully attest to this, but this lady gave me a good feeling! She didn't have to mention a damn thing, but she did. I know it sounds like I'm making a huge thing out of something she is not losing sleep over but still we all know I'm so even keel I never obsess. Lmfao at that statement. And you know I will find a way to say it to her. I guess I'm just saying, if someone says something nice or something that lifts your spirits, let them know you appreciate it. It's wonderful to get a gift like that when you don't expect it.  Oh yes,  my inner philosopher comes out after 11pm. Just was on my mind so I thought I'd share.  Okay, sleepy time. Ciao for now.

In Dire Need Of A Facial

     Ugh my skin is feeling so dry and looking icky. You know those little bumps under the skin. They call it congested skin. I call it time to give yourself a facial with a nice steam face wash. The kind some people do when you have a head cold. Run the water really hot then drape a towel over your head and let the steam open your pores. I then like to use that lovely scrub, the one with brown sugar and honey, crushed almonds. You almost want to eat the damn stuff but rub it on, get that skin glowing. Finish with an astringent toner, cool water and a good moisturizer. Clarins or Origins are my two. I have Origins here, the other at my dad's. Love spa days, need a pedi, got my nails done but had no time for the pedi. Soon. Such a diva I am! Lmao
      This diva is back to blonde peeps. I like it better, the red shows my roots too soon. News flash, I'm not a natural redhead or blonde!! SHOCKER I know. 😳 I feel better as a blonde, more saucy. Hehehe
       Well work wasn't too bad, I'm sure as more people actually read their emails we will get more calls. Vacation changes and mandatory shut downs. Some not bothered at all some are furious. I'm kinda apathetic about it. They aren't going to change it so why bitch about it, but man some folks just like doing it. And they excel too. They yell at us like we made the changes. No person on the phone, I work here too and am just as affected as you are. But go ahead, tell me how this will ruin all your plans because you are being forced to take a vacation!! Boohoo. 😁
      Just wanted to stop in to say hi , let you know what the work secret was and let you know that I lost another pound. Whoot whoot and probably gained it back tonight. Ate late and they gave me fried chicken instead of grilled on my salad tonight and I ate it! Oh god it was good, but truth? My tummy isn't happy with me. Now my own body bitches at me? Bloody hell!! 😉
So peeps, ciao for now

Hello Monday, knew you'd arrive on time!

     So here I sit, tea on the table next to me. Using stevia now to sweeten my beverages. Cut out all artificial sweeteners. Everyone told me how bad they are but even though I know it, I had to stop on my own. Stevia is a plant and I use Stevia in the Raw, just stevia. It's sweet, and I'm getting used to the taste. Don't care for it in coffee but since I drink tea mostly it's fine. Man I was a cooking machine tonight. Bought minced turkey breast meat and made my own sausage patties, used vadalia sweet onions and spices and even chopped up an apple. Made a bunch of 4-5 ounce patties and they were yummy. That was tonight's dinner. Went to the farmers market and bought some bi color corn that I took off the cob after cooking. ( In the microwave! So easy and perfect, who knew??) bought some super nice cherries also.  I also made egg muffins using eggs, diced onions, tomatoes and spinach. With basil, garlic powder and cayenne for kick. Really good and you know I have to laugh. After years of watching Food TV, I can actually chop pretty well and I took the spinach and rolled it and did that chiffonade. I was a chopping fool UNTIL......I almost chopped into my finger. My nail stopped it but I did get a teeny nick in my thumbnail. And after a mani today. Lmao fear not I filed it smooth and continued on. I'm a trouper what can I tell you? BWAHAHAHA
     Enthralling aren't I? Yes I am. I'm a silly girl, and today I decided I needed panties. Didn't get any. I went and they had some very boring granny panties. I need to go to Cacique and get my cool panties. Designs and fun patterns. I got new bras from there. A cool lime green with hot pink lace, a hot pink one with black lace and a leopard one with black lace. That's right babies, you heard me.  Grrrr baby grrr. I just need some leopard panties to go with it. Will wear black for now. Why can't big gals have fun undies too? No reason I tell you, none!!
     My friend's son had his prom. Oh man I loved my prom. It was the end of the 1970's, very end, but we looked fine. Me in my powder blue gown and him in his matching powder blue tux, with dark blue velvet edging on the lapels. Sharp looking lad and lass we were. We danced the night away at the Hawaii Kai, The Copacabana, and finally the playboy club. I have regaled you with these tales I'm sure. I had such fun though. Tonight hubs danced me around the living room after dinner. I love when he gets silly. I wish he would get a job though, not for me but for him. His scratching is the same but it's so hard for him to get moving due to it. I was hoping he would come to NY this coming weekend with me but no, as par for the course I go alone. It's fine though, seeing friends as always. No goodies his time but going to a place I actually saw on Diners Drive. Ins and Dives. called TheSparrow  Inn. It's in Astoria Queens , looks so funky. Must go and see what it's all about.
      Well peeps it's almost quarter to midnight and this sleepy bunny is heading to bed. So have a great Monday, and as always ciao for now.

Small Miracles

     Not taking huge leaps but trying a little every day. The little things that may not seem big but do add up. Parking now in last rows at work, and walking around the office on breaks instead of going on Facebook. Just now, beautiful sunny day. Stopped at Starbucks and got a passion iced tea. No sugar no Splenda as it tastes lovely on its own. Very refreshing. I also did not drive through although the pic I posted on FB seems it. Lol. But I was thinking "now what little bit of something sweet cani get?"  REALLY MARY? So after wrestling with my powerful sweet tooth I opted with a banana.  Haven't eaten much today but realised stupid to get sweets or pastry.  Figured the banana although not the healthiest fruit was a decent option. Big yay for me people. I know - big deal is what you're thinking, but those who know me, know it is. This is hard. This is not like 30 or even 40lbs. ITS HARD! I'm human. I need to give myself a kudos sometimes as well as my ass kicks I need. 😎. Well hello from me to you, on a glorious Saturday . Ciao for now

Hell Yeah I'm Proud Of Myself

     Explain that statement you ask? Okay, today was shit!! Week actually has not been the best, first no bonuses or raises this year. Okay, suck it up, I have a job in a bad economy. Well today we are informed of some news that I can't really discuss as it's confidential for the moment but it effects us. NOT happy but again I repeat to myself - I have a job in a bad economy. I repeat this over and over. I like who I work with,  but damn, left field shot one out. Sorry to be vague but I have to be right now. Will tell ya next week when it's public knowledge. So the reason I'm proud of myself is simple. I didn't leave the office tonight and get a extra large pizza and bring it home for dinner. Oh I so wanted to. But nope, I had a naked burrito. It was comfort food enough to satisfy my need but without the actual burrito wrap the calories went way down.  I'm proud because I broke a routine of reacting first, and thinking later. This is huge for me. Last year I would have been on the third slice feeling a bit full and them guilty for eating those slices. Pizza is not bad, but using food as a crutch is bad indeed. I'm no angel but I felt tonight I got a little tarnish off my halo. Oh when I'm going to eat I sure will eat. But being sensible now will allow those times to happen later.  I so want to stress this is for me, I'm not preaching or bragging or telling anyone how or what to eat. I'm doing this for my reasons. Getting fit and healthy are número uno.  My looks, meh, I'm me. At 150 or 250 I'm still me. I'm fine with myself. I have friends of all sizes and shapes and color and creeds. They are all beautiful. When you have been judged your entire life by people you truly learn to love people for who they are inside. My friends don't judge me, but I do look to them for honest opinions. They give them yay!
      So glad I'm off tomorrow. 4th of July holiday. Will watch MACYS fireworks on TV. One of my favorite 4th of July was years ago when I spent it with a bunch of friends out on a boat in NY. We had such a great view of the water. We all met up early in the morning and left late into the night. Great time and listen up. I actually walked from downtown  Manhattan in Greenwich Village to uptown to 77th  and Central Park West. Where we started the day. Yep up and down twice!! You can believe it, I had the blister on my heel to prove it. Lol. I want to be able to do that. It's such a great city. And sharing it and it's streets and atmosphere with friends is just amazing.   So Happy Birthday America 😀🇺🇸

Ciao For Now

Sorry Y'all Been Busy

    Just tired guys, went to the gym again tonight. Trying to go more frequently but I get home late and am a bit sleepy. I'm sorry I haven't been writing boring blogs for you all. Lol  but I will write one tomorrow night. In the meantime life is like this. I'm not getting a bonus this year, only 1% of the company is (and not my tax bracket I'm sure), I did lose 4.5 pounds according to Mondays weigh in. USA got taken out of World Cup but I will still watch it, loving the game.  Short week this week, YAY!  Loving my car that now has 3,129 miles on it already. Fireworks going off right now at 11pm oh goody. Hubs not feeling well, double oh goody! Need a mani/pedi before I go to NY next week. Made a new friend on FB tonight. I have so many friends from England on there now. So fookin cool. Missing my friends here terribly. Just took off my make-up, brushed my teeth and am now sitting here in my slippers writing my blog.  So more to come. Ciao For Now.