Sucks Big Time

Those who know me know I hate not knowing, today I am not sure if I did something, I don't think so but I was kidding with someone and it ended abruptly. Not bad but emails you can't tell. So I'm here just waiting to hear. And to bring it home, hubs is a bit more than a little tipsy, he's okay but on a tightrope of going off or staying calm. I'm here trying to play nice nice so nothing happens that I'm going to regret, like yelling. I understand he's in pain, I just hate he feels he has to get drunk, then gets stupid. Ugh. I just want today over.  

Ciao for now.